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Monday, November 29, 2004

holy Corn Pokers batman!!!!

i got my ear pierced today (the cartiledge part) and at first it didnt hurt at all.... even though it was done with a corn poker.... (you know those things that are yellow and really thick and you eat corn off them?) ya one of those any way... so it didnt hurt at first but then i came home and hit it on everything..... i guess i never really realized all the things that touch my ear it wasz amazing....


Sleep on the right shelley.....

Sunday, November 28, 2004

Naps

I know alot of people that say naps are for babies and old people. but I love naps..... My conclusion is naps are great.

Friday, November 26, 2004

Scott's teenage nemesis.

Apparantly I'm Scott's teenage nemesis. Well, I looked up the word nemesis and this is what I got...

Main Entry: nem·e·sis
Pronunciation: 'ne-m&-s&s
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin, from Greek
1 capitalized : the Greek goddess of retributive justice
2 plural nem·e·ses /-"sEz/ a : one that inflicts retribution or vengeance b : a formidable and usually victorious rival or opponent
nem•e•sis
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Pronunciation: (nem'u-sis), [key]
—n.,
—pl. -sesPronunciation: (-sEz"). [key]
1. something that a person cannot conquer, achieve, etc.: The performance test proved to be my nemesis.
2. an opponent or rival whom a person cannot best or overcome.
3. (cap.) Class. Myth.the goddess of divine retribution.


Thursday, November 25, 2004

Jesus is just like Rose.....

In the new testament in the book of Matthew chapter four Jesus bribes his first disciples. He tells Peter (otherwise known as Simon) and his brother andrew "Come follow me and I will make you fishers of people" He bribes them and tells them that he will make them better fishermen if the follow him.

This reminds me of Rose because she bribes Scott with BUTTER TARTS so that he'll change something on her blog for her. She also bribes Annette with chocolate.

Jesus bribed Peter and Andrew with skills.
Rose bribes Scott and Annette with baking.

Thanks God.

Today when i got home from bible study i was thinking about the past and i stumbled across some papers that I wrote about six months ago. As I started to read them I realized that SOMETIMES Scott actually makes sense.I know .. your amazed. Because I remembered one of the things that he said once on a Sunday morning. I can't remember exactly what he said but it had something to do with being happy that he wasn't where he was three years ago, and as I read these papers about my thoughts six months ago and about what I was going through, I'm really happy that I'm not where I was six months ago. Six months ago I didn't really "beleive" in God. Like, I knew he was there... but I didn't "know he was there"... but I prayed, and at that time I wasn't really sure why I was praying. Something told me I had to do it. So I did and God was there for me. Unitl today I had forgotten all about the hurt and the pain and the prayers that I said to God about all the depression and things I was going through and I just asked god for help and for forgiveness and today I realize that he helped me and I'm so grateful for that. Thanks God.

sometimes

sometimes it's really hard to think of what to write..... because im just learning to be open with myself and telling people about me... i havent really opened up to anyone since my mom left and.... it's just hard.... but im working on it... isn't that right auntie rose???

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

give thanks (poem)

give thanks
give thanks to god
give thanks to god that he gave you everything you have
give thanks to god that he lets you feel loved
give thanks that you are able to help people that are less fortunate than you
give thanks to god
give thanks

Sunday, November 21, 2004

What's The Deal With Pizza?

Why do people like pizza so much? Myself personally I've learned to hate pizza. In the past two weeks my family has ordered probably two hundred dollars worth of pizza. Think of it this way.... Pizza for dinner, wake up have cold pizza for breakfast, and then go to pizza man for lunch, you get the picture...... If you ask me pizza is totally over rated..... SO MUCH PIZZA!!!!!!!!

and yet another "cool" person

yes joanna now has a blog to.....
she says im cool
her blog is www.joannaknight.blogspot.com

Im Not So Lonely Anymore.....

Davina has a new blog too!
Her URL is www.davinaweston.blogspot.com

God?

Why do people believe in god? Do they see something I dont see? I just don't get it. I've had so many people tell me "Oh, God loves you." and "Your never alone,God's always by your side." But I just don't understand how people can have "faith" and "believe" in god. Sure I've "been a christian" for years, but what does it mean to be a christian? Am I supposed to pray every time something happens?Am I supposed to look to God for guidance? How are people supposed to listen to God if he's not saying anything?

Thursday, November 18, 2004

I joined the cult

I figured getting a blog would involve me having to bribe scott. But I figured it out myself.